It startled me so much to see this massive being suddenly appear in front of me and the fear nearly froze me to my spot but then I blinked..

I stepped a few yards off the trail when a branch just randomly fell down next to me(there was no wind at all) and at about the same time..

One beautiful afternoon I was laying in the yard enjoying the beauty when I felt something wiggle under my leg. I froze, trying to think...

... a dead tree branch just randomly broke off in the neighbors yard. There was no wind...

That tooth was dead and was going to kill me if I don't get it out of my mouth soon! I also learned that it can cause referred pain to...

No, I didn't actually leave my body. But my focus did... The last several weeks I've been consumed with clearing out clutter and things...

This is my rebellion cake... In all my life I don't remember ever seeing a square layer cake and the other day when I realized it I...

He sat at his desk soberly, his wife sitting in the corner chair and a chair next to her empty for me. At first glance, I could tell it was

There's a memory that keeps coming to mind the last several days... It was a moment when I was studying the Bible years ago and I was...

Last night I unfollowed a number of people on social media because I cannot handle the pain of the events that they share. For a while...

I am so proud of myself. I never dreamed I'd be able to do as much as I have in the last several days. All of a sudden it looks fun and...

I am so happy! It's been a crazy week with all the decisions, sleepless nights, and all the beautiful things that have been happening...

I've been trying to sit with the memories and pain but I was also afraid I was retraumatizing myself so this morning I wanted to try to...

It is late but this memory has been weighing heavily on my mind since it came to the forefront last night. I have no idea what triggered...

Today I did something I've never done before...I had a tea party with all my parts: past, present and future. My heart is full. 🤍

Some of you know that my car has been on its last leg the last month and that I have no way of replacing it when it quits. If you have...

It is Monday morning.  I literally don't know how to fight anymore. I rested all weekend, only to feel as drained as i did before, like...

I want to say how much I appreciate the people who genuinely care about me as a person for who I am and those who have invested in my...

A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...

This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk about it but this is about the safest space I can think of to try to put my thoughts into words without them just staying stuck inside of me. I'm putting myself out there, and in a way risking myself, to put this out like this. I had someone tell me that the sad part of deconstruction is that people often walk away from Jesus. I don't intend to