I wanted to write this out to help me better piece this together into the beautiful tapestry that it is. If you would like to try yours you can find it here . Here is my chart:

I'm getting a bit ahead of myself in the design of my dream house...I had been working on the bathroom that I would like next to the living room but one night just out of the blue I thought of another room I want in my house and I lay down on the sofa while listening to music and thought out the design of the whole room. It was such a beautiful experience so now I want to create it visually and with words on "paper". It is a bit different than my normal beautiful designs in t

This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk about it but this is about the safest space I can think of to try to put my thoughts into words without them just staying stuck inside of me. I'm putting myself out there, and in a way risking myself, to put this out like this. I had someone tell me that the sad part of deconstruction is that people often walk away from Jesus. I don't intend to

After I shared about deconstructing/ disentangling from christianity I had someone who didn't seem to get anything beautiful out of anything I had written in that blog post. It seemed like all they could see was that I was involving myself in things that they termed occultic and sent me a link to a video that they wanted me to watch. It made me sad because I was trying to share the beauty but to give background I had shared the other things that I'd been doing. It also remind

It's time for another room of my dream house. This time it's a library. One with all kinds of books that are down to earth and full of information. Books from every aspect of the business world. Books from every aspect of alternative medicine and herbs. Books about gardening, homesteading and animals. Anything full of practical information and ideas to live a life full of satisfaction from living self sufficiently off the land and doing what one loves to sustain a life of ful

Is an office really necessary? It depends, I guess, on how you want to use it but I'm guessing everyone has a spot where they keep their paperwork and receipts. Having an office just makes it a little easier, I'd say, even though it is an extra room to keep clean.

Some of you may have seen my post about the entrance...this is the next room, a green and white lily of the valley themed living room. This room would be on the left of the entry.

I had started this post and was getting ready to share it but then I thought to myself that I can do better with my drawings. Yesterday...

I think it's about time that my subscribers have some exclusive content to read again! You all have been so kind to keep paying $10 every month when you haven't been getting any exclusive content!

TW:Animal Abuse

Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current situation. A few of you may remember me from that time...

Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it.

Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk...

It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have

The other day I realized that I have figured out what my dream kitchen and living room would look like to some degree but I've never really thought about my bedroom. I took some time to think about it and to ponder how I'd like for it to be. I remembered the pictures I created with AI, my favorite one which you can see below...

Tonight I decided that I want to make tomato soup and a toasted cheese sandwich for supper. I left the room to go to my locker in the laundry room to get some tea bags. I heard my name and assumed my sandwich was about to burn and tried to push my tired body to go a little faster. When I reentered the kitchen the lady said she had removed the pan with my sandwich off the burner because she thought that it was burning.

This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness...

*AI generated photo Now I'm going to start dreaming for Christmas...what my dream Christmas would look like...the colors would be blue,...

Yesterday when I clocked in at work there was a sign that mentioned employees getting a turkey to take home apparently. At this point I...