Message of The Sasquatch
- Sparkling Diamond
- Jul 21
- 21 min read
Updated: Jul 24
I find myself on an unexpected journey. One that has taken me completely by surprise because I didn't see it coming in the physical realm but I can see now that the way was being prepared throughout my life.
Ever since I've been told about https://annas-archive.org/ a few months ago I have been finding books on numerous topics that I've been wanting to learn about and downloading them. Things ranging from herbs to sexuality to crystals and energy healing. One day I was searching for something and a book about the flat earth theory showed up on my search unrelated to the topic I was searching for and it reminded me of my sister saying she believes in the earth being flat. I've read so much since then that I don't even remember the order. One thing led to the next and I found myself for 5 consecutive days doing nothing but reading and eating and sleeping. The books were like magnets pulling me down a path I couldn't seem to get off of.
First it was a book about flat earth theory that had showed up in my feed. From there I learned of 2 people who discovered land beyond the poles that made the earth like a donut with the ability to enter inside the earth. Admiral Byrd in the 1950s I think and a man and his son who went on their little fishing boat in the very early 1900s which is recorded in The Smoky God.
In the one about Admiral Byrd was mentioned the book Pandora's Box by Alex Campbell. It took me on such a chilling ride that it was hard not to freak out at the direness of the United States' situation with the reality that there is basically one person who owns pretty much all of the US land which means that whenever they decide they want their land back most people will be homeless with nothing per lease agreements. It was a very well researched book so I am convinced that the information is true. It followed the settlement of this country and the businesses and how it all got set up to become the way it is this day. Not only that but it's tied to British royalty. So...if you want to understand how the United States got into the situation it's in and who's behind it, it will be a good place to start but it's not for those who prefer to just bury their head in the sand and act like we're free people and can do pretty much as we please. There is a way out of we're open to doing the work it will take but it still left me feeling cold in my bones.
From there I was led to The Trap by David Icke. This went on a much deeper level, tying together history to create the big picture of what we're actually dealing with. As chilling as this was, he was much more encouraging, refreshing and hopeful guiding a person to a much better place with suggestions of what can be done to better the situation. I like to read a wide variety of opinions for and against something and form my opinion from that and I found it very interesting and convincing of how these books I was reading were saying basically the same thing.
Another book showed up in my search feed unexpectedly. Totally off topic and I was totally unprepared for what it had to say: Message From Sasquatch to the Human People Book 1. I was curious so I downloaded it not knowing what to expect. I mean, awhile back I had been into fairies so how could this be any different? I read it through and couldn't hardly pull myself away to get sleep. It was riveting. Not only was it lining up with everything I had been reading about in the last several books before this one but it was coming from the spiritual side of things. I couldn't hardly wrap my head around what I was trying to understand.
*July 10,2025
The sixth day I determined that I was going to take a break and do something different. I had a therapy session and I told my counselor how I was feeling overwhelmed just trying to wrap my head around all the information. There were two more books in the Sasquatch Message series and we'll, since I haven't been able to figure out anything about a job and I'm not able to work much on my dollhouse because there's not enough funds to spare for supplies, I couldn't deny the pull of the books and fell right back into reading book 2.
I couldn't figure out why I was feeling so much like crying. The more I read the more I felt emotions rising up within. It was almost like I was resonating with the book content on a soul level. I couldn't understand it. It moved me so deeply that I have no words to express what I felt and why. A few times I just had to stop and go sit outside in the grass near my trees and let the tears fall. I didn't understand where these deep emotions were coming from. It was connecting so many more pieces to the puzzle all fitting together and I began to see the bigger picture of this(my) life. I began to see even more how I have been brought to this place in time and how I was prepared for and led to this content.
Then I started book 3. Again, I was not prepared for what I was going to read. So many things lined up with other things from different parts of my life and experiences that once again I have no words to express what was happening. The second half of the book had exercises to help our consciousness evolve beyond this physical realm.
Scientists say we only use about 10% of our brain capacity in our daily life. So what is the rest of our brain for?
I felt myself resonating with everything being said and when I got to the exercises I did most of them as I read. Pretty much each one made me cry. It reminded me a lot of the energy exercises I had done for the energetic healing of sexual abuse and trauma that I did a month or two ago. One of the last ones had a long list of questions to answer to facilitate the energy healing process. It took about 20 minutes or so to give a little space between the questions for the energy work. I found it fascinating how I felt the energy starting at my feet and with every question I answered I felt the energy move up my body till it felt like my whole being was encased in healing energy. It touched me to my core. In another exercise I felt a lot of pressure in my third eye area and in one I felt something on the back of my elbow similar to the tickle of an insect but when I looked there was nothing there and the only thing I can equivocate it to was a being touching my elbow watching as I did the exercises. In another one while my motive was to heal myself to the best possibility I was hit with the realization that not only will this action impact me but everyone else. In yet another one I felt a lot of energy in my crown chakra/back of my head. So many tears and so much release that I never expected to happen...but I believe it was supposed to happen. My physical dimension body just didn't know. (Some of the exercises reminded me of IFS work, facing fear and denial...but through it all so much love and compassion.)
There was also an exercise for charging objects to disperse good healing energy into the atmosphere similar to people making cloudbusters to dispel the cloud seeding. After I was done with the exercises I got some of my pretty stones in my collection and charged them per the instructions and went and put them at the four corners of the building (the post office is downstairs). It was still drizzling a bit but I wanted to enjoy the rain a bit and after putting the last stone in place I walked back to the maple tree, anticipating and excited for the things I will experience in the coming days and weeks as I integrate the shifts and healing from all the exercises I had just done. As I was standing there softly stroking a branch of the maple tree I noticed something brown in the neighbor's yard about 5 yards away.
"Is it a rabbit?" I wondered, peering closer.
It was bigger than a rabbit, not shaped like a rabbit at all, more boxy, with markings I couldn't quite figure out. It looked like a pile of dried leaves. It had really stormed about an hour before and suddenly I wondered if it had stormed so bad that it had stripped bark off the tree as I noticed bark under my beloved maple tree. In the few seconds of distraction, as I walked closer to the tree and realizing that it was actually the root and not loose bark I looked back at the object and it had vanished. Literally vanished. There was nothing, not even a branch for around a 5 yard area of where that object or being was. It was all green. No brown. I knew it wasn't a rabbit. The only conclusion I could come up with was that it was a being of some sort from another dimension.
It shook me and I realized that I had been observed as I was placing the stones at the corners of the building. I started gathering up some fallen sticks as I tried to reason with the fear inside. I refused to deny it but to feel it and acknowledge it. I didn't see the being again but I was shaken and didn't stay outside much longer. I had expected this but in the moment it was hard to sit with the fear and deal with it. I'm sure that this is just the beginning of evolving my consciousness and learning to use the rest of my brain and the psychic abilities that are natural to humankind but so many term as evil because they don't understand. I had told my counselor that I didn't know where I'm supposed to go next with my life. Nothing seems to align with me. No job opportunities and products not selling. Just like I'm at a standstill. I said that I think that this point in my life can be a very positive turning point in my life if I let it for if I had a vehicle I'd be going right back into the workforce even though that no longer feels like it aligns with me. I'm trying to figure out where my intuition is trying to guide me. Then I read those next two Sasquatch books and I find myself feeling the need to get back into learning more healing modalities. I'm now working on my crystal reiki course and working on practicing telepathy, which humans have forgotten how to use. We just need to remember. It is our birthright.
*July 13,2025
This morning I again went outside to sit near the trees and see what happens as I enjoy the fresh cool morning air. I didn't know what to expect. I saw no beings to raise up the fear reflex but as I was sitting there enjoying the cool breeze and the sunshine peaking through the clouds.
I felt something on my leg. I looked down and nearly jumped out of my skin.
There was an adult wasp crawling on my bare thigh as I had shorts on. In a few seconds I managed to grab my fear and work on replacing it with love and compassion for this little being. The bee looked old and weathered and as I held a twig in front of it to climb on so I could get it off my leg. It took a second or two before it seemed to realize I was trying to help it but in the time I noticed that it's front left leg had part of it missing. Suddenly I was filled with sympathy and compassion for this wasp and how badly it must hurt thinking it might have happened in the storm last night. In a few seconds it had flown away across the yard but I sat there crying for the wasp who had lost part of its leg. I did enjoy the time I was outside but it was surprising the wave of compassion I felt for that wasp. I wasn't expecting the tears at all.
Everything has consciousness and this world would be in a much better place if we would have been taught how to respect and work with nature instead of killing out of fear, domination and greed.
I was going to say that the rest of the day was uneventful but I decided to wait because who knows what will happen when I go to bed. When I got to bed my intention was to get into my body as I felt like I hadn't really been in my body since I started reading all those books so I put in my earplugs (still out from July 4th noises) so that I'm not disturbed by traffic or the fan. There's a part of my back that has been bothering me the last few days and I've also been bothered by so much fear so I tuned into my body and apologized to my body for not being more in tune with it the last while. I waited to see what needs attention. In less than a minute, unbidden tears sprang to my eyes and for the next few minutes I cried like a heartbroken scared child. No memories. Just emotion. Coming from deep inside. At any rate, I felt better afterward and the pain in my back had mostly disappeared. I slept well with many dreams that I can't quite remember enough to put in words.
*July 14, 2025
It was supposed to be cooler so I biked to the park about 5 miles from my house with the intention of going to the Dollar Store afterwards. It took a while but it feels so much better to not be dealing with the horrible exhaustion that I have dealt with for the last number of years due to my root canal tooth. I was able to enjoy the excursion so much more.
When I got there I took a bit to orient myself and try to get into my heart space. Not having been in the woods for quite awhile it took a little bit. I walked slowly and respectfully. The first few minutes the birds flew away but as I was able to get into my heart and feel love, delight and compassion for all the beauty and animals around me the birds didn't fly away as far. In fact, some came closer. The rabbit hopped about a number of yards ahead of me as though saying, welcome. As I continued down the path the birds came closer as though they were curious and not used to a human being who delighted in them. Tears sprang unbidden to my eyes several times with awe at the beauty and the early morning energy around me. And the birds acted as though I wasn't even there, flitting about looking for food.
After a bit though a horsefly starting bothering me and continued for most of the rest of my walk. This was annoying and as hard as I tried it was very difficult to stay in my heart space. I also noticed a difference in the birds and animals.
On the way back to my bike I was walking around the pond when a cedar waxwing was flying around trying to catch an insect. It finally caught something and landed on the path about 3 yards in front, seemingly unconcerned about my presence though it soon flew way after it got a better grip on the insect it had caught. It was so beautiful and hardly anyone around that made it a very enjoyable experience despite the horse fly and mosquitoes as I had forgotten to take some repellent along.
When I got back to my bike to go to the Dollar Store I had a text message from a lady that had helped me move my belongings both when I ended up in the shelter and when I moved into my current place (a kind elderly woman). She said that she has a potential vehicle for me but it might be too banged up for me to want it. I told her that it might be better than nothing and I might at least be able to get a job. She said she would get back to me.
*July 15,2025
I started reading the book The Earth Path by Star Hawk. It is written by an activist and individual who is in tune with nature. In her book she wrote how she noticed how her thoughts affected the birds and animals when she was in the woods. It was very interesting reading about her experiences and also helped me understand even more how powerful our thoughts and emotions are energetically to the sensitive beings around us. We have lost so much in becoming the society we are today. I often feel grief for how nature and animals have been so destroyed in so many places.
One such time I went outside and sat in the grass and felt the grief. Then I remembered how one of the suggestions in the Sasquatch message books was to say, "As my Eternal Authentic Self I command to anchor a safe space around my being..." and to feel the shift. I didn't know what to do about the grief and as I remembered this phrase I said it and within seconds the grief had disappeared. Now ever since if I remember I say it before I do a reiki session on myself, or study, or create and I can always feel the positive shift within a few seconds. It feels like my body and nervous system feel safe and can relax and I can focus better on what I am doing. It's almost like my whole being is connected and especially when I'm creating, ideas come out of nowhere. I have gotten back to work on my dollhouse again and am so excited to see what I will come up with. When I think I can't continue due to lack of supplies I find myself receiving ideas on what I can do instead. This is a very interesting journey indeed!
*July 19,2025
My day started well and I spent some of the early morning outside while it was still quiet. I noticed some men in the parking lot across the street but didn't think much of it. After I had gone inside and gotten along with my day I heard some sawing and I instantly knew what was happening...the 100+ year old tree was getting cut down.
Now I had just in the several days before read a few books about nature, one was called Encounters With Nature Spirits by R. Olgilvie Crombie and To Hear the Angels Sing by Dorothy McLean; both are true personal stories that took place mostly in Findhorn Scotland. I found myself filled with so much respect for nature and all the plants and trees that do so much more for the earth and humanity than I had ever imagined. Most humans are not aware of the depth of the role nature plays in our lives, mental stability and health.
With this newly found depth of respect, I was filled with anger and grief that this tree was being cut down but I knew there was nothing I could really do except hurt for the tree. I continued my work as best I could but not without it affecting me physically with a stomach tied in knots and heartburn. Part of me felt like I was overreacting and so I kept plugging away at what I was doing.
At bedtime I wasn't feeling too bad but I knew that those emotions were still stuck inside of me so in my usual evening reiki session I intended to process the emotions so that I can sleep and they don't get stored in my body on a cellular level. I didn't think it would be that big of a deal but I wasn't prepared for what would happen. As I started channeling energy I thought about the anger and grief and helplessness I had felt earlier. What surprised me was that the event that morning had triggered memories from the past and the emotions I was feeling had more to do with those memories than the actual tree being cut down for the most part. I'd say the anger was just a cover-up of the memories till I was ready to heal the deeper memories that had been stored in my subconscious.
First I remembered, or it was brought to my attention, of several years ago at my last job when I was stocking at the registers and an older lady fell. I just kinda went into shock mode and couldn't even help her. I just kept doing my work and pretended that I didn't see her and she eventually was able to get up by herself in a few minutes. I thought,ok, I don't know why this memory is coming to the surface because I didn't see how it was related so I continued my session.
After a few more minutes another memory came to the surface and this time I understood how they were all connected. This memory was from when I was between 18 and 21. There was a group of us biking home from a youth gathering on a Sunday evening. It was after midnight and I think it was in the late fall early winter. There were around 3 of us girls and 4-5 boys. We were cruising abreast of each other, taking up the whole road, as we made our way along through a side street in town. It was all deserted and no traffic that late at night. All of a sudden, a light colored cat ran across the road in front of us and got caught in one of the boys' front tire causing him to fly over his handlebars. It all happened so fast that there was no time to react except to stop after the damage was done. We all stopped and the boys went back to see if their buddy was okay. He seemed to be talking ok but being afraid he had a concussion two boys raced off on their bikes to find a phone and call a driver to take him to the ER while the rest of us waited.
Now at this point I was still in extreme survival mode, shut down and unable to know how to handle my emotions in the moment. I had to work hard to not pass out because I realized how close it could have been me. My deep sensitivity to others did not make it any easier.
I realized that I needed to heal the pain of that memory or it would continue to be triggered. Since it feels more comfortable to try to heal painful memories when I'm laying on my bed instead of sitting, I finished my reiki session and went to bed. After relaxing a bit and trying to gather my courage, I asked my higher self/future self to help me heal this memory because I wasn't sure how to go about it. I thought about the emotions and what I could remember of the memory and what that part of me might have needed or wanted on that chilly dark night years ago. In my imagination I tried to wrap that part of me in my arms and to tell her it's ok now, that she might not have been able to cry then but now it's safe and ok to let it all out. I was able to let myself cry awhile with my big teddy in my arms and after a bit I felt better, like it had been released. As I sunk into that feeling of release, I didn't feel a presence really, but laying on my side with my face towards the wall it felt like someone was standing at my bedside and literally pulled all the pain and fear out of my heart through my back. Like literally pulling it out of my being. It was a very unique but good feeling.
I felt free.
I turned around on my back and thanked the beings, whoever they were, for removing the pain for me. I was grateful. And I felt much better.
*July 21,2025
The next several days are supposed to be quite warm and I wanted to get out of the house this morning so I left around 7:30 to go to the park again. I was able to get my food stamps renewed so I wanted to get some food afterwards.
When I was almost halfway to the park a logging truck passed me filled with logs. I felt a tinge of anger and sadness but then remembered that it was connected to the old memory mentioned above. In less than a mile I saw two more logging trucks full of logs. By the third one I literally laughed out loud because I felt very much like I was being tested to see if there's any pain left to process. (One the way home the fourth logging truck passed me.) It was hilarious and unique all at the same time. I even wondered if I was seeing any of them the second time. I felt very much aware of higher forces trying to help me heal with a touch of humor. I wasn't necessarily wondering if there was any pain left to heal but if that was the reason for the logging trucks I guess we both know now that there's no more pain connected with those older memories. I forgot to add this originally but even as I'm adding it now it makes me chuckle because it was really a hilarious and funny way of testing to see if there's any pain left to cause a reaction...
When I got there, remembering how I had read various people's experiences and practices of respecting nature and asking permission for certain activities, I stopped at the entrance and asked the nature spirits if I may enter and enjoy their beauty. Since I am so used to thinking in words it is hard to focus on feelings or impressions in answer to my questions when I talk to nature but I tried to get out of my head and into my heart for at least a moment to see if I can sense their response. Almost instantaneously tears sprang up unbidden in my eyes as I felt very welcomed with so much joy I barely knew how to handle it. I entered with reverence and respect and spent the whole morning rambling around the premises of the park.
It is quite large with two large swampy ponds full of lily pads. One has two islands with broken down bridges which has been greatly disappointing. There is one good bridge to one of the islands but there was a bee nest part way out and I was too scared to attempt it. Plus I didn't know how deep the water was and I sure didn't want to end up tangled with lily pad stems even though I really badly wanted to get a close up photo of a lilly with their many beautiful petals. There also a large pond designated for catching and releasing fish. This pond also has a small almost island like finger jutting partway into the pond and before I hadn't found a way to get there. There were two ladies walking their dog(s) and I wanted to find a quiet place to do my morning reiki session as I really wanted to experience doing it in nature. I found a path with fallen trees where I had to thread my way through the fallen branches. At this point I had already taken my shoes off because it just feels so good in nature. I had to step carefully to avoid all the poison ivy but I found my way to that 'island'. I was a bit disappointed that there was no spot to sit secluded from view but I did feel very welcomed by the trees which was interesting. I didn't stay long but if I go again I think I might want to spend most of my time there just to experience the connection and see what happens. They might have a message for me.
I think I have explored all the trails now. Way in the back was a path through mature woods and there happened to be a picnic table at the entrance of the woods so I decided to sit there to do my reiki session. Lol, not more than 5 minutes in I saw a couple heading my way. Not wanting to be seen so I can focus I headed into the woods thinking I might be able to find a secluded space off the path but with no luck. So I set myself up at the far back corner of the swamp so that no one can surprise me so I can act "normal" before they see me. Wouldn't you know it, halfway through the couple showed up, walking slowly and had literally been following my trail. So I made myself stay where I was and say hi. I have so little trust for people that some days it just gets the best of me and I just wish I could get away where I would know I wouldn't be disturbed. Anyway, they went on their merry way and I finished my reiki session and continued my exploration of the premises. I saw some new birds. Some didn't seem scared of me which I love. I only saw one rabbit instead of the many I saw last week. At one point I was trying to get a good photo of a pretty black butterfly with blue on its wings when I became conscious of a bird quite close to me. I looked up to see a pretty bird (either a warbler or a female goldfinch)about 2 yards above me looking at me and chirping, almost as though it was trying to figure out what I was or was doing. I think I might have gotten a picture of it. At another place two chipping sparrows flew across my path a few yards in front of me and went about finding food among the underbrush as though I wasn't even there. It was all very beautiful. This time though I made some insect repellent with essential oils so I was not as disturbed by the insects who would have loved to get a drop of my blood and thereby enjoyed my morning even better than I would have otherwise.
After I got through shopping at the dollar store I checked my phone before heading home on the endless road (that's what it seems like when you're tired). There was a message from the lady about the vehicle. She asked me to call her when I have time. I said I would when I get home in about an hour.
I called her when I got home and she gave me more details. The windshield has a crack and it's quite rusted but has been her trusty everyday vehicle and she has found something a little better to replace it. She needed to get to an event and said she'd call me later with more details on Wednesday. So maybe I will have a vehicle by the end of the week...it's been a long time coming, that's for sure. It's been 5 months this week.
I went outside to sit in one of my favorite spots in the yard and was delighted to find a beautiful tiny feather where I often sit. It seemed to have been put there just for me. I thanked the universe and felt blessed with my nature experiences of today.
My life is beautiful. I know there's some big changes coming shortly with getting a job as well as potentially having to do community service for food stamps eligibility but we shall see what happens next. I feel like everything is happening like it was supposed to and I've learned so much this year already. So much healing and so many new experiences and explorations in many different ways. I'm excited to go forward.
If you aren't on the email list, you may have missed the updates that just came out... I have and am in the process of launching several different mindful photography courses with groups for people to share their results. I am also a newly certified reiki master and am willing to do energy healing sessions if someone is interested. Some big things are happening and I invite you to check them out and share with your friends that might be interested....
Thank you for reading about my experiences. I hope you may have gleaned something helpful or inspiring to help you on your journey.
🤍You are loved!🤍
Ps. For those wondering, my mouth is healing up nicely where my tooth was removed. Only problem now is that the insurance says that they won't pay for it after all so not sure what will happen with that...
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