Supportive Connections, Healing Moments, & Interesting Experiences

There's been a lot happening lately for me and while I wanted to share I felt like I needed to integrate some of the beautiful experiences before I was ready to talk about it...

First I'll share a somewhat negative experience and what came out of it. If you've been following my journey long enough you'll know about my financial situation and how,out of the kindness of people's hearts, I've been able to stay in my rented apartment instead of ending up on the streets. There was one person who I once worked with who had been sending me her tithe money because she said she felt led to help. There are a few witches I follow because of the wisdom they share and so one day I saw this Instagram reel and decided to share with my Facebook friends because I thought there was a lot of wisdom in it. I woke up the next morning to this message:

After some time of processing this is what I said to her:

Of course, every penny counts for me right now and the little bit she had been giving had been a blessing but I was not surprised by this turn of events. It was like a punch in the gut and I had no idea what would happen next. And she also totally missed the point of the post all because of the word witch...Before the day was out another Christian individual messaged me, admitting that she had also been just observing to see where I'd go instead of interacting with my posts but said that this individual's reaction had been wrong and she really did want to help out. Long story short, she was one of the people that has made it possible to pay my rent on time for the month of November for which I am so grateful; and in so doing more than replaced the money that the first individual had been sending me

For the last several months I have been seeing synchronistic numbers and most of the time when I looked up their meaning it was usually about trusting the universe and that positive changes were coming my way. It has been a struggle the last several months because I had no idea how the rent would be paid and getting the 3 day notice a few months ago almost did me in. Then I had the vision of being carried by a crowd of light beings which I take to be my spirit guides but what got my attention was how terrified and unable to trust that I was and it helped me to realize I wasn't alone that there really are beings that have my back and are trying to help and I don't have to figure this out on my own and with a little effort I've been able to come to the place where I can trust a little better.

I connected with someone who recommended High Vibe Channeling as she thought it would be a good fit for me. They have zoom meetings on Sunday and Thursday evenings with 2 sessions each of someone channeling and room for asking questions of the higher realms. It took a little bit to get used to it because it reminded of the Pentecostal church and messages from god and other traumatic stuff I experienced with my several year stint in that denomination. One of the first times one of the ladies that is close to my age channeled some angels and there was just so much love it was palpable. Something was said about connecting with beings in the woods which made me think of the Sasquatch and the one who had shown himself to me as I wanted to connect with him. I tried asking but due to zoom's default settings they couldn't hear my voice so I had to put my question in the chat. Several people spoke in answer and the support, understanding and love just did something to my heart. It was a new experience for me to be given this kind of support and reassurance for where I was at in my journey. At the end some more beings came in and gave us a kind of meditation that consisted of stitching our hearts together as one which again was a new experience to me. It was so beautiful.

Later in thanking the group I received this message from one of the men:

"I am glad. So now you know the medicine you seek is fully available. It's in you, and remembering requires connection...heart to heart works best. You are not alone."

I also reached out to the lady close to my age because she is Native American and I wanted to learn more about the teachings that she mentioned. It ended up being like connecting with a soul sister. We spent hours on the phone talking and messaging, sharing our stories and the things we've learned. It was an unexpected connection that I've never had before and I began to think that the positive changes I've been awaiting are finally beginning to show up in the physical reality.

There's been so many beautiful experiences since then and every time I take part in the meetings even just by being there it changes me and brings more healing. I've been really trying to figure out how to go forward and nothing has seemed to work out so far. I'm so tired of asking people to help me pay my bills. One evening one of the administrators of the group did an open invitation channeling and my friend and I were the only ones there at the beginning. She asked for a personal message and I wanted to ask also but before I could I was given a message just for me which basically boiled down to becoming authentically me and singing my song despite what anyone else thinks,( such like the christians who observe my posts without interacting) as well as listening to my impulses and shutting off my brain because it gets in the way.

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Around this time I also found a healing video that I shared with my friend as it was something we were both interested in. She watched it before I did and told me a hybrid child has connected with her and so it made me curious what I would experience so I did my best to be open without expectations. Partway through I was laying still, allowing the frequencies to wash over me, when suddenly there was a sound like someone was taking their finger and stroking my earbud wire close to my ear. It made me think of a curious toddler exploring a sleeping adult's face with their hands. I tried to reenact the sound and knew there was no way it was me. I continued listening to the video and it happened again so I said hello telepathically and asked if there was a name. I didn't get a response and I now know that humans use names to identify things but that it's actually a bit like a box. I hope that I didn't scare that being by asking for a name and I hope they come back because I'd like to connect. Later I asked the hybrid children who were being channeled one evening if that being was a hybrid child. They just said that it was a curious being that didn't want to startle me and that warmed my heart at their thoughtfulness which made me hope even more that I can some day reconnect with that being. I really appreciate them not wanting to scare me. What the hybrid children said next blew my mind and filled me with so much excitement. They said something about my voice which I don't remember right now and that the little people will come into my life at some point, but not for a little bit yet. I've had my focus on the Sasquatch and learning how to connect with them that I hadn't been interested in too much else. My friend also told me that the Sasquatch/Sabe stand for honesty with oneself and others which is definitely something I've been working on.

On Sunday, Nov. 2nd, I went to the state park about 40 minutes from my house. I'd been wanting to go for some time but had a lot of uncertainty about whether I should spend the gas money to go. I was so excited by the time I got there and was telepathically telling all the beings that cared to hear how excited I was to be there and that I wanted to interact if they were up to it. I went to the restroom first and out of the blue a dry leaf fell down in front of me.

Then I walked along the river trying to get up my courage to face people on the trail that I wanted to hike because it was a popular trail to the falls.

I had to walk across the river before getting to the trailhead and got this beautiful photo...

When I was barely a few yards in on the trail I saw a branch that was snapped off like the Sasquatch like to do, higher than a human could reach.

After I posted some of my photos on social media a friend sent me this photo with markings to show what jumped out at her.

It made me so happy!

I felt very much like they knew I was there and while there were a lot of people on the trail I didn't expect them to show themselves but seeing this just put a finishing touch on my day. I felt like we were connected and that they were watching over me. The only sad part was that at this state park hikers aren't allowed to go off the trails which was what I most wanted to do to just sit and soak it all up and see what happens...

A little bit further down the trail these sticks got my attention. It felt like I was supposed to see them.

There was so much beautiful things to take pictures of. So much moss and ferns and mushrooms.

About a mile in I was hiking up this ravine when the wind picked up.

Acorns were falling all around me but some of them sounded like they were being thrown with more force than just falling out of the tree tops and I said "please don't hit me". At the moment I was alone and it made me laugh to hear the acorns falling all around me when I heard a grunt to my left that felt like a hello. At this point I was worried about the humans I saw but I said out loud, I heard that, while I continued walking. If I wouldn't have been afraid of getting in trouble I would probably have walked toward the sound because I really wanted to connect but the humans were too distracting.

After I went past the first falls I was getting tired and just wishing I could disappear into the underbrush away from people to just rest when suddenly above my head a branch came crashing down about a yard in front of me. It felt like they were letting me know I wasn't alone.

At the second falls the path went above the falls so I didn't get to actually see the falls which was disappointing but soon thereafter I came upon some cliffs. Way below lies the river.

As I made my way down the trail I came to the bottom of the cliffs and saw some caves. One was low enough that I could sit on the edge and rest awhile watching the chipmunks and squirrels and birds.

While sitting there I noticed that in front of me was some branches that looked like a structure.

After I got down to level ground and making my way back towards my vehicle I was thinking about my experiences so far and wondered if the Sasquatch who had shown himself to me in the woods was near(I had tried some automatic writing and was given his name) so I asked aloud if he was here. Not more than a few yards down the path after I asked, my attention was caught by this handful of stones and sticks piled on the edge of this rotting log. It seemed to have been put there intentionally.

After I got back to the campground I sat at a picnic table getting some food in my stomach when I realized that the apple I had brought along to gift was still in the bottom of my backpack. My heart sank as I looked around for a spot but realized that there were way too many people around and that someone would surely find it before dark so I determined that even though I was exhausted I would have to hit the trail again to find a place to put it for the Sasquatch where humans won't see it. I chose the closest trail which was really steep but I didn't want to go far and thought I might be able to find a place nearby. Well, I ended up having to climb several hundred feet up the steep mountain side before finding a place at the top.

I was exhausted and on the way down I was slipping on acorns and it made me think of a skateboard and I could see myself flying down the mountainside if I wasn't careful which I didn't want as I was already in pain. The picture in my head made me laugh but I said out loud that that was not the way I wanted to go down the mountain. I felt like the Sasquatch were near, watching that I don't lose my balance.

As I got to my vehicle I heard acorns pelting the leaves in front of my vehicle like they were trying to get my attention. It made me smile. As I sat in my seat I caught a glimpse of an acorn being thrown at the bottom corner of my windshield. I laughed and said please don't break my windshield. It already has a large crack in it but I don't have funds available currently to replace it and I thanked them for aiming for the corner instead of the crack but it totally made my day to have the acorns being thrown. It felt like a thank yo and we're so happy you came and can't wait till you come again kind of feeling. Now I can't wait to go back there again, maybe on a different trail somewhere else where there aren't as many people.

In last Thursday's meeting my friend was channeling the animal elders and using tarot cards and when my turn came she pulled the bear card. She said the message for me was to rest for a bit like bear hibernates in winter. It made sense to me. I was reminded of the vision I had of my guides carrying me. She also said that using my brain too much to figure things out can get in my way just like mentioned by the personal message channeled for me the evening before at the open invitation channeling. My mind had been quite frozen lately and no matter how hard I tried to figure out what to do next to get to a better financial place nothing seemed to be working so perhaps it was time to rest my whole being a bit as best I could. Before I had moved I had wanted to just be and I was so tired of all the expectations I felt from everyone around me and then moving out here it's been nothing but survival. I decided to rest in the fact that so far enough money had come in to pay rent so I wasn't going to try to figure out the next steps but to just rest and let go and do my best to trust that my needs will be met and sure enough over the weekend enough money came in to pay the rent. She later told me she was getting something about the north node but she's not very familiar with astrology so in her message she just said Northern medicine. I had done a free astrology reading a while back so I looked it up to see what I could find and we were both blown away by the alignment. It is so on target for me.

I've been told that I have many loving beings that are not human that are here to help me and I've been feeling that as well just by the experiences I've been having and in being part of the group. It helps me not feel quite so alone and like I have help to figure out these challenges in my life which is empowering.

Another friend sent me a song he wrote and it inspired me to create songs too. I used to wish to be able to write songs years ago but now it is actually possible. It is yet another way to share the things I learn to help others. If you're interested, you can check it out here. There are more songs to come...(His song is in the love for humanity playlist. It makes my inner child dance every time I listen to it.)

I have a friend who posts about how to honor the moon and Mother Earth on the full and new moon and how to also release things we no longer want in our life. In her example she mentioned fire but since that's not really a possibility for me I asked what I could do instead and she said water. So with full moon being last night and having the belief come up that my identity and value is tied to how productive I am I wanted to release it. So following the guidance of her post since this was a new experience for me and also figuring out what resonates for me, I took a small bowl of water outside under the full moon along with a little bit of cornmeal and a piece of toilet paper with the belief written on that I wanted to release. I set it in the grass and sat down with the bowl in front of me. I anchored my sacred circle like the Sasquatch teach in the Sasquatch Message to Humanity. Next I asked for the Sasquatch who I am most familiar with, my spirit guides, and any other beings that would like to assist for my highest good to please come into this sacred space and assist me because this is new for me and perhaps they can help guide my intentions in the right direction. Then I dumped the cornmeal into the water and thanked the water for what it brings and does. Next I slipped in the piece of toilet paper with the belief written on while verbalizing what I want to release and instantly burst into tears. It was unexpected and I didn't know what to think of it. As I sat with it for a few seconds I heard the crunch of a dry leaf a little distance away and it scared me but it could have been one of the wild rabbits that's around here. Then I sent love and healing energy to the grid that surrounds Mother Earth and even though I had trouble imagining it like my friend mentioned in her post but I hoped that my intention was good enough. I felt gratitude and love fill my heart for all the beings that make it possible for humanity to be alive. I thanked myself for doing the healing work that I'm doing so I can be in this current space and enjoying all these beautiful connections that have come into my life in this year. I thanked my ancestors for making it possible that I can be here to experience this lifetime. I thanked and sent love to all other beings that came to mind. I left the bowl of water under the moon all night even though I was a bit worried about whether the cloudiness would affect the process. This morning I then used it to water my plants.

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Speaking of ancestors, I've lately been trying to figure out ways that resonate with me to honor my ancestors. I have found myself lately being drawn to round loaves of bread instead of the sandwich bread my mom always made. So I decided to make a cheese and herb loaf and as I did I was thinking about how I've always been drawn to ancient ways of doing things and I realized that here again I can honor my ancestors. They are me and I am them. We are not separate. The things they endured and learned were not in vain. I carry them in my DNA and in my blood. They are a part of who I am. And in honoring them the best I know how as well as the nature beings, Sasquatch, and any others I become aware of; I find myself on a very beautiful and humbling journey which fills my heart with love and gratitude to a depth that I have not experienced before in this life. And it's only becoming more beautiful. I shared with my friend my experience following her suggestions and in the ensuing conversation I said how it feels so good to be connecting with others who understand and she said:

"Yes coming together is so important. You are safe."

I am not used to this kind of support. This is new to me. But it feels so good. And it's so empowering to me to embody who I truly am. It's so unlike from basically any of the friends I've had in the past. I feel my heart healing and opening and my inner child and authentic self being able to breathe easier and easier as the layers of conditioning fall away and I find my own authentically unique path.

For now I am not focusing on the future. For now I'm resting in the present and doing my best to fully experience the experiences that come into my reality. I'm resting my brain and not allowing it to try to figure out the next step. My whole being needs a rest. Like my friend said:

And since the messages coming my way lately are pointing to rest that is what I'm doing. It does go against the grain of everything I have been taught but it needs to be unlearned. My value and worth has nothing to do with how productive I am. If I hadn't been doing my best to rest yesterday I expect that I would not have caught that belief so ingrained in me, neither would I have been really open to trying to release it under the full moon and to honor the earth and all beings that are assisting humanity and me here on this plane of existence.

Along the same lines I also came across a post that showed up in my feed about a cheat code for humanity. The cheat code is that they didn't play fair so there was an invention to help humanity and that invention is stillness.

Stillness=creates expansion now.

The directions are to close down the psychic noise. Ground yourselves into just being. The non doing will allow for expansion and amplification for access of what is brought forward now. It allows for the upgrades to take place(what is coming from 3I Atlas and the sun to help humanity evolve to higher consciousness which includes love, honor and respect for all). You can find the post here.

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Thank you for your interest in my experiences on this journey and it is my hope that you will find a tidbit of wisdom or inspiration to take with you on your journey. From my 🤍 to yours...✨💎