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My Rebellion Cake
This is my rebellion cake... In all my life I don't remember ever seeing a square layer cake and the other day when I realized it I...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 212 min read
What Can I Do?
Last night I unfollowed a number of people on social media because I cannot handle the pain of the events that they share. For a while...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 282 min read
My House of Cards Is Falling
This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk about it but this is about the safest space I can think of to try to put my thoughts into words without them just staying stuck inside of me. I'm putting myself out there, and in a way risking myself, to put this out like this. I had someone tell me that the sad part of deconstruction is that people often walk away from Jesus. I don't intend to

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 27 min read


Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 12, 20248 min read


Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read


Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read


Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read


My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read


The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...

Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read


IFS (Internal Family Systems)
Here is the blog post some of you have been so looking forward to...as I see the benefits and am getting a better grip on how it works...

Sparkling Diamond
May 9, 20239 min read


Depleted
When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 18, 20233 min read


Am I Too Much?
(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 11, 20233 min read


Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read


Saturday's Emotions
I went shopping for a few hours today. I saw 4 ladies that I had seen and interacted with at one point of my life. The one was a...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 30, 20222 min read


Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read


I Am Capable Of Evil
⛔Trigger Warning: Proceed with caution⛔ Yesterday morning I was having a conversation with a friend and it reminded me of a memory: the...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 3, 20225 min read


What Did Jesus Mean When He Said Deny Yourself?
Lately I've been learning a lot about healthy boundaries and relationships and what they look like and how if we don't take care of...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 202212 min read


What Does It Mean To Be Separate From The World
There are many different religions and denominations around the world and all of them have their own unique identifiers. Most often they...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 19, 202212 min read


Merry Christmas
Friendship is vital to life. Supportive and caring friends do wonders in helping someone through life. I'm blessed to have a few friends...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 26, 20213 min read
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