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Insights & A Bit of Healing
He sat at his desk soberly, his wife sitting in the corner chair and a chair next to her empty for me. At first glance, I could tell it was

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 1812 min read
What Can I Do?
Last night I unfollowed a number of people on social media because I cannot handle the pain of the events that they share. For a while...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 282 min read
My House of Cards Is Falling
This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk about it but this is about the safest space I can think of to try to put my thoughts into words without them just staying stuck inside of me. I'm putting myself out there, and in a way risking myself, to put this out like this. I had someone tell me that the sad part of deconstruction is that people often walk away from Jesus. I don't intend to

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 27 min read


A Healing Moment
The other day I was looking for hairspray to use for a project after I got done with my shift. At first I got a big bottle of the shelf...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 8, 20245 min read


Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 12, 20248 min read


Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read


When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it.

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 7, 20245 min read


Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read


Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read


Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read


My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read


The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...

Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read
No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read


Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read
Do You Want to Learn?
Ok, friends, if you really want to hurt me, I'm going to give you some tips...but most of you have been kind enough that I don't think...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20228 min read


Saturday's Emotions
I went shopping for a few hours today. I saw 4 ladies that I had seen and interacted with at one point of my life. The one was a...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 30, 20222 min read


A Relating Example
Someone told me that when people aren't open to something they will usually do one of two things...they will either shrink away or else...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 16, 20222 min read


Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read


Spiritual Abuse
This painting is still wet just like my heart is still raw from my therapist triggering me in my last session. The title of this painting...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 21, 20224 min read


I Am Capable Of Evil
⛔Trigger Warning: Proceed with caution⛔ Yesterday morning I was having a conversation with a friend and it reminded me of a memory: the...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 3, 20225 min read
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