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Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20235 min read


I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read


Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 16, 20238 min read


Locked Out
I'm struggling to clear the mud out of my eyes so I can try to see clearly enough to figure out what the next thing is to do. I'm trying to

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 11, 202312 min read


The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read


Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read


Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 19, 20237 min read


Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read


Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read


Dancing In Safety
...because she wasn't sure He would actually show up and help her in her pain and need.

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 26, 20237 min read


Another Step in My Healing Journey
It's hard to ask for help. Especially when one isn't sure what they need.

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 23, 20238 min read


What if...
What she is trying to do is protect me from more pain, more heartache, more invalidation by those close to her that she dares to share her c

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 14, 20239 min read


Talking To Myself...
Today is one of those days that are really out of sorts. It could be triggered by any number of things. Two of the culprits may be the...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 202310 min read


Careful Protector
See this beautiful young girl? Her name is Careful Protector. She is feeling shy and would rather be hiding amongst the trees instead of...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 6, 20238 min read
Running from the Police...
I have a friend. She is a police officer in the city where I live. I told her she is welcome to stop if she is nearby and has a few...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 2, 20237 min read


Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read


Midnight Mutterings
I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 28, 20238 min read
I Know...
It is rather bewildering and heartbreaking to be dreaming of a new friend and an old friend who betrayed you shows up and acts like...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 20, 20232 min read
Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions
Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 30, 20235 min read
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