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Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read


Two Things
Two things have been coming to mind lately: 1. I have been copying recipes off Pinterest to fill my recipe box with healthy recipes so...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 7, 20232 min read


Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read


Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read


Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read


Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read


Dancing In Safety
...because she wasn't sure He would actually show up and help her in her pain and need.

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 26, 20237 min read


Talking To Myself...
Today is one of those days that are really out of sorts. It could be triggered by any number of things. Two of the culprits may be the...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 202310 min read


Careful Protector
See this beautiful young girl? Her name is Careful Protector. She is feeling shy and would rather be hiding amongst the trees instead of...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 6, 20238 min read


Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read
I Know...
It is rather bewildering and heartbreaking to be dreaming of a new friend and an old friend who betrayed you shows up and acts like...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 20, 20232 min read
Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions
Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 30, 20235 min read


Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read
Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...
On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 20234 min read
An Unwanted Phone Call...
What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 10, 20233 min read
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read


My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read


The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...

Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read
No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read


Depleted
When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 18, 20233 min read
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