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Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older couple's house for a week(they were "lay counselors " who had several single girls living in their house). There was not much privacy in my opinion. One evening I was in the middle of undressing for bed and the lady of the house, without knocking, walked in to tell me something. I felt so violated, even though I didn't even know what the word mean

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read


Hiding...
The last several weeks have been really rough physically. I haven't been sleeping well. The stress is wreaking havoc on my health and I'm hoping that my health doesn't collapse before I make my move to another state in a few months. Today I woke up early once again and couldn't fall back asleep. The exhaustion was overwhelming. It felt like I hadn't slept in a long time. I had been planning to go yardsaling with someone but I was so exhausted and my feet hurt and I couldn't

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 3, 20232 min read


My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read


The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...

Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read
No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read


The Portrait of The Heart of a Survivor In The Eyes of an Abuser
Here's a beautiful painting of a young lady who is trying to do her best to heal. She is so creative and loves to bless others with her...

Sparkling Diamond
May 5, 20233 min read


Depleted
When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 18, 20233 min read


Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read


Some Self-care Ideas (Using My Life As An Example)
Today has been a day that for the most part I prefer not to repeat, mentally or emotionally. Triggered in part by an interaction with an...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 15, 20223 min read


Violated Boundaries
Last Monday an individual I had told I want no contact with chose to surprise me. When you don't have a good relationship with an...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 10, 20223 min read
Do You Want to Learn?
Ok, friends, if you really want to hurt me, I'm going to give you some tips...but most of you have been kind enough that I don't think...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20228 min read


Saturday's Emotions
I went shopping for a few hours today. I saw 4 ladies that I had seen and interacted with at one point of my life. The one was a...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 30, 20222 min read


A Relating Example
Someone told me that when people aren't open to something they will usually do one of two things...they will either shrink away or else...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 16, 20222 min read


Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read


Fireball of Emotion
The person stands there looking up into the dark sky "Why?" they ask "Why?" "What do I do with these emotions?" "How do I heal from this...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 16, 20222 min read


Spiritual Abuse
This painting is still wet just like my heart is still raw from my therapist triggering me in my last session. The title of this painting...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 21, 20224 min read


The Pain of Good Intentions And Learning From Experience
Please be kind with your comments... https://www.wildernesstowild.com/community/public/posts/77356-is-your-pastor-doing-the-devil-s-work...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 20224 min read


Connecting The Dots of Abuse
Just sharing my ponderings...please be respectful with your comments.... I saw this post the other day and I thought about how well they...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 29, 20224 min read


I Am Capable Of Evil
⛔Trigger Warning: Proceed with caution⛔ Yesterday morning I was having a conversation with a friend and it reminded me of a memory: the...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 3, 20225 min read


What Did Jesus Mean When He Said Deny Yourself?
Lately I've been learning a lot about healthy boundaries and relationships and what they look like and how if we don't take care of...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 202212 min read
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