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Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 16, 20238 min read
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Locked Out
I'm struggling to clear the mud out of my eyes so I can try to see clearly enough to figure out what the next thing is to do. I'm trying to

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 11, 202312 min read
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Sarcasm To Hide The Hurt
(Very sarcastically) If you decide to make a new start in your life make sure that everything you take with you fits in your car that way...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20234 min read
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A Different End To My Day
Also now that I'm here and getting used to the sights and sounds, I am reminded of the group homes that I've been in in the past.

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 24, 20235 min read
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Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read
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The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read
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Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read
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Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
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Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read
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Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 19, 20237 min read
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Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read
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Dancing In Safety
...because she wasn't sure He would actually show up and help her in her pain and need.

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 26, 20237 min read
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What if...
What she is trying to do is protect me from more pain, more heartache, more invalidation by those close to her that she dares to share her c

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 14, 20239 min read
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Talking To Myself...
Today is one of those days that are really out of sorts. It could be triggered by any number of things. Two of the culprits may be the...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 202310 min read
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Running from the Police...
I have a friend. She is a police officer in the city where I live. I told her she is welcome to stop if she is nearby and has a few...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 2, 20237 min read
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Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read
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Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read
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Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...
On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 20234 min read
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An Unwanted Phone Call...
What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 10, 20233 min read
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