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Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read


IFS (Internal Family Systems)
Here is the blog post some of you have been so looking forward to...as I see the benefits and am getting a better grip on how it works...

Sparkling Diamond
May 9, 20239 min read
No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read


Am I Too Much?
(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 11, 20233 min read


Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read


Saturday's Emotions
I went shopping for a few hours today. I saw 4 ladies that I had seen and interacted with at one point of my life. The one was a...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 30, 20222 min read


Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read


Spiritual Abuse
This painting is still wet just like my heart is still raw from my therapist triggering me in my last session. The title of this painting...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 21, 20224 min read


The Pain of Good Intentions And Learning From Experience
Please be kind with your comments... https://www.wildernesstowild.com/community/public/posts/77356-is-your-pastor-doing-the-devil-s-work...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 20224 min read


I Am Capable Of Evil
⛔Trigger Warning: Proceed with caution⛔ Yesterday morning I was having a conversation with a friend and it reminded me of a memory: the...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 3, 20225 min read


What Did Jesus Mean When He Said Deny Yourself?
Lately I've been learning a lot about healthy boundaries and relationships and what they look like and how if we don't take care of...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 202212 min read


The Struggle Of Trying To Heal
I'm being very vulnerable here...please be kind with your comments... I about want to say this and mean it except it's not my mind...it's...

Sparkling Diamond
May 30, 20223 min read


Crying Baby
Today was a normal day. A normal day of being triggered. Today was one that doesn't happen very often. I was at work. I heard a baby...

Sparkling Diamond
May 27, 20221 min read


What Does It Mean To Be Separate From The World
There are many different religions and denominations around the world and all of them have their own unique identifiers. Most often they...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 19, 202212 min read


Jesus And Women
Lately I've been thinking about women and how Jesus changed their status in life...it got started by my pastor when he was preaching on...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 26, 20214 min read


Ponderings About Christmastime
The other Sunday my pastor was preaching on Romans 14 and what he said opened my eyes to some more legalism in my life which really was...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 14, 202112 min read


A Preemie, A Bible and Spiritual Abuse
I knew somewhere that name was connected to a memory in the past but I couldn't think how or where...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 10, 20218 min read


Some Things Mennonites Believe
Last night I was having a go-around with a guy in a Mennonite group who was condemning me for believing that I'm saved. It got me started...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 19, 202116 min read
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