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Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20235 min read


Christmas Dreams
*AI generated photo Now I'm going to start dreaming for Christmas...what my dream Christmas would look like...the colors would be blue,...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 23, 20234 min read


Thanksgiving Dreams
Yesterday when I clocked in at work there was a sign that mentioned employees getting a turkey to take home apparently. At this point I...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 20, 20233 min read


I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read


Exploring AI For The First Time
Wow, did I ever have some fun! I thought I'd make a blog post to share the things that were created for me. Some of the pictures were so bea

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 18, 20233 min read


Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 16, 20238 min read


Just A Meme
This morning the first meme showed up in my feed and I... Well, I just had to fix it... Because there is Someone who will eventually...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 12, 20231 min read


Locked Out
I'm struggling to clear the mud out of my eyes so I can try to see clearly enough to figure out what the next thing is to do. I'm trying to

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 11, 202312 min read
Christmas Is On My Mind
Something that's been on my mind lately is Christmas...its been several years since I spent any holidays with my family...next month it...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 8, 20232 min read


Handfuls of Salt
*If you would like a print of this piece it is available for sale on my website under the Painful Paintings tab... (I wrote this piece a...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 5, 20231 min read
Sarcasm To Hide The Hurt
(Very sarcastically) If you decide to make a new start in your life make sure that everything you take with you fits in your car that way...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20234 min read
A Different End To My Day
Also now that I'm here and getting used to the sights and sounds, I am reminded of the group homes that I've been in in the past.

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 24, 20235 min read


Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read


The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read


Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read


Two Things
Two things have been coming to mind lately: 1. I have been copying recipes off Pinterest to fill my recipe box with healthy recipes so...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 7, 20232 min read


Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read


Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read
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