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Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 27, 20248 min read


Taking Care of Myself First
Several years ago I came across a Facebook post that makes its rounds almost every year. It is a list of items that people wish they...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 20, 20245 min read


A Broken Teacup
...brokeness doesn't feel beautiful, but beauty can come out of it, even if it just makes us a more understanding and compassionate person..

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 13, 20242 min read


A Little Hutch
I needed something to fill the space next to the stove so I decided a custom hutch was to order. I forgot to take pictures of the...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 10, 20242 min read


A Little Treehouse For the Playroom
My inner child has really been wanting a safe place to play and so I've been focusing on that the last several days as I had the energy....

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 5, 20242 min read


Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 17, 20249 min read
A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read


Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 11, 20248 min read
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 23, 20249 min read


Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read


When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it.

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 7, 20245 min read


What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 4, 20247 min read


Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 24, 20246 min read


Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20235 min read


I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read


Handfuls of Salt
*If you would like a print of this piece it is available for sale on my website under the Painful Paintings tab... (I wrote this piece a...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 5, 20231 min read


Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read


The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read
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