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Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read


The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read


Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read


Two Things
Two things have been coming to mind lately: 1. I have been copying recipes off Pinterest to fill my recipe box with healthy recipes so...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 7, 20232 min read


Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read


Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read


Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 19, 20237 min read


Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read


Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read


What if...
What she is trying to do is protect me from more pain, more heartache, more invalidation by those close to her that she dares to share her c

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 14, 20239 min read


Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read
I Know...
It is rather bewildering and heartbreaking to be dreaming of a new friend and an old friend who betrayed you shows up and acts like...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 20, 20232 min read
Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions
Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 30, 20235 min read


Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read
Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...
On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 20234 min read


Little Girls Don't Deserve...
These words have been running through my being since my (exhausting)therapy session last night... Little girls (children) don't deserve...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 12, 20232 min read
An Unwanted Phone Call...
What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 10, 20233 min read
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read


Hiding...
The last several weeks have been really rough physically. I haven't been sleeping well. The stress is wreaking havoc on my health and I'm...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 3, 20232 min read


My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read
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