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A Different End To My Day
Also now that I'm here and getting used to the sights and sounds, I am reminded of the group homes that I've been in in the past.

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 24, 20235 min read


Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read


The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read


Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read


Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read


Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read


Food Deprivation Harms
There's been something niggling at the back of my mind the last several days and I have been slowly able to put words to it and tonight I...

Sparkling Diamond
Sep 6, 202312 min read


Dancing In Safety
...because she wasn't sure He would actually show up and help her in her pain and need.

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 26, 20237 min read


Another Step in My Healing Journey
It's hard to ask for help. Especially when one isn't sure what they need.

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 23, 20238 min read


What if...
What she is trying to do is protect me from more pain, more heartache, more invalidation by those close to her that she dares to share her c

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 14, 20239 min read


Talking To Myself...
Today is one of those days that are really out of sorts. It could be triggered by any number of things. Two of the culprits may be the...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 202310 min read


Careful Protector
See this beautiful young girl? Her name is Careful Protector. She is feeling shy and would rather be hiding amongst the trees instead of...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 6, 20238 min read
Running from the Police...
I have a friend. She is a police officer in the city where I live. I told her she is welcome to stop if she is nearby and has a few...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 2, 20237 min read


Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read


Midnight Mutterings
I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 28, 20238 min read
Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions
Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 30, 20235 min read


Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read


Little Girls Don't Deserve...
These words have been running through my being since my (exhausting)therapy session last night... Little girls (children) don't deserve...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 12, 20232 min read
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read
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