On the third floor is the bedroom but I thought it needed a little bathroom yet so yesterday I decided to see what I can do...

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...brokeness doesn't feel beautiful, but beauty can come out of it, even if it just makes us a more understanding and compassionate person..

I needed something to fill the space next to the stove so I decided a custom hutch was to order. I forgot to take pictures of the...

My inner child has really been wanting a safe place to play and so I've been focusing on that the last several days as I had the energy....

Some of you may have seen a blog post a while ago where I wrote about getting 2 free dollhouses...well, I finally got started on this big...

TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...

On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current situation. A few of you may remember me from that time...

Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...

It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have

See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...

The other day I realized that I have figured out what my dream kitchen and living room would look like to some degree but I've never really thought about my bedroom. I took some time to think about it and to ponder how I'd like for it to be. I remembered the pictures I created with AI, my favorite one which you can see below...

This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness...

*AI generated photo Now I'm going to start dreaming for Christmas...what my dream Christmas would look like...the colors would be blue,...

Jesus, can I come home? I'm so tired. I just want to be free. Free from it all... And I want a hug. A big one. A long one. A comforting one.

Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa