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Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read


Midnight Mutterings
I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 28, 20238 min read
I Know...
It is rather bewildering and heartbreaking to be dreaming of a new friend and an old friend who betrayed you shows up and acts like...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 20, 20232 min read
Injustices And Wrongs By The Plain Institutions
Tonight I am furiously angry at the injustices done to me by the institutions and unlicensed counseling places run by the plain people....

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 30, 20235 min read


Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read
Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...
On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 20234 min read


Little Girls Don't Deserve...
These words have been running through my being since my (exhausting)therapy session last night... Little girls (children) don't deserve...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 12, 20232 min read
An Unwanted Phone Call...
What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 10, 20233 min read
Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read


Hiding...
The last several weeks have been really rough physically. I haven't been sleeping well. The stress is wreaking havoc on my health and I'm...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 3, 20232 min read


My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...

Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read


The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...

Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read


IFS (Internal Family Systems)
Here is the blog post some of you have been so looking forward to...as I see the benefits and am getting a better grip on how it works...

Sparkling Diamond
May 9, 20239 min read
No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read


The Portrait of The Heart of a Survivor In The Eyes of an Abuser
Here's a beautiful painting of a young lady who is trying to do her best to heal. She is so creative and loves to bless others with her...

Sparkling Diamond
May 5, 20233 min read


A Tribute To The Cat Who Chose Me
TRIGGER WARNING: Animal Abuse Preface: My cat for which I want to write this tribute showed up at my door at 11:30 on a Sunday night. I...

Sparkling Diamond
May 3, 20237 min read


Did You Know You Have Sparkly Points?
"Our sparkly points aren't made to be cut off. They make up who we are. "

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 10, 202310 min read


New Things...
I learned something new in my Sunday therapy appointment; cognitively anyway...and that's a start.... Some of y'all know the pain the...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 27, 20232 min read


Depleted
When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 18, 20233 min read


Am I Too Much?
(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 11, 20233 min read
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